Look how my news post has disintegrated from emergency supplies of wisdom into self-absorbed drivel.

Lately I'm feeling upset and confused that I can't fucking remember anything any more. I sometimes try to remember over the past week or past few months and don't know who I am. What is this shit, dementia? Perhaps I am exaggerating the problem. I don't know how bad it is. I don't know if it's due to getting older, not giving a shit anymore, not get any sleep, drinking a lot, never paying attention to anything, being monotonous and melancholic, OR A COMBINATION OF ALL THAT SHIT. The worst thing is I planned to put some other factors in that list but I fucking forgot that shit. The second worst thing is I already forgot mid-way through typing the previous sentence that the sentence before it ended in "that shit", and I did the same thing again.

Pic related, it's from the good old days in northern Ireland...which I can't remember D: